The Beginning

I’m tired.

Emotionally. Physically. Mentally.

So tired.

But there’s nothing to do but keep pushing forward so that’s what I’m going to do. I’m embarking on a journey to find me. (Ugh, so cliche…) Okay fine, to find…something. Maybe let’s keep expectations low and hopefully be pleasantly surprised by any discoveries along the way, cool?

I will expand on this another time when I’m ready, but 2020 and 2021 were not banner years for me. I fully understand they were not kind to the populous of humanity with the global pandemic and all – bringing with it negative implications to people’s health, relationships, jobs, lives, etc. – but this is my story so we’re going to focus there. It’s not a competition – it’s simply my reality. Something happened that affected my life in various areas – my relationships, living situation, work, physical and mental health, and more.

Lately I feel like I keep taking more hits than wins and I’m looking to turn things around. I’m sharing my journey in the hopes that it might help others. Worst case, I’m talking through it – even if it’s just to myself.